We had our A math paper 1 today, and it was pretty tough. My teacher made up a practice paper for us to do before the exams, and it was 98% similar to the exam questions. I tried them all and they were all pretty easy! But when i went for the exam, the questions were tougher than we were told... so i was pretty mad about it for a while, then i got over it.
Morning prayer with the church is revitalizing and it refreshes my soul. Sometimes morning prayer can be a bit dry sometimes, but i believe God will pour his presence upon our room! I visualize the Math LC to grow to maximum capacity or 40-45 people. But for now, my target will be 20 people by the O' levels :)
ok i have to admit... I'm feeling a little tired from fighting the fight. It seems that when people come in, there is never a short of problems that tag along with it. I'm not being negative, but it is really true that when we follow God there are obstacles in our life that will shake our faith a little. people come and go, they come and go. Like a feather floating in the air, you never know when it rises and when it will fall. Brothers have come and brothers have gone. What ever happened to true love and life changing events? i have a friend right now who is struggling through parental objection. Parents object to him going to church and going to cell group. How is he going to keep his close spiritual friends next to him if this happens?!?!?! This brother is really special to me, he has not left even through criticism. How much more crap can he take in life?
Answer is: He can't take any more, but he will do it.
Why?: Because he has learned to be strong, and trust god with all his heart.
How?: i believe that his friends are going to be there for him through this times.
We are going to go through stuff like this, now or later. I would rather we all learn now, so that when we over come this, we can help others who are suffering from the same problems. Hang in there buddy, we are all praying for you. Never let go of the hand that feeds you. Never walk away from the one who gives you strength. You are stronger than your circumstances. We all at N350 love you bro, dont let down! :)
I wrote a song, but dont have the melody to it yet. Enjoy:)
God you hold me, into your loving arms.
Guide me with your holy spirit.
even when troubles come, i will never let go of your hands
You saved me from the waters,
you saved me from my agony.
poured with deep and shame,
i give my all to you.
I stand here, waiting for your peace.
come and fill me holy spirit.
Jesus, never let me go, when i need you most
right here,
right now,
i wait on you.
