How can it be?
Was it me?
Or was it her?
My mind shouts emotions,
Emotions that are unclear to me.
Is this what they call love?
This feeling that over comes me.
The butterflies in my stomach,
The way my tongue twists when i talk.
Or is this infatuation?
An old friend that i once knew?
Has it come back yet again,
When i always thought it would be true?
How many thoughts must i think,
Before i let her go?
Is it really so tough?
How can i think of such at a time like this?
A time so crucial,
A time so real.
My future hangs in the palms of God's hands.
Is he really looking after me?
Is he really there?
Will he be here to comfort me when times get rough?
I believe it is YES!
No longer will i be in the darkness.
No longer will i be in thought.
I will leave all that i cannot have.
I will walk the thin road.
The love is hard to let go,
But life is enduring,
Life is always full of love.
I may live in a small world,
But around me is an ocean filled with fishes.
There is never a time that the world would stop spinning,
because of the desires of a man.
I will pack up my things and leave,
But my memories will still be there.
