Hey guys,
I think my recent post have raised a few eye brows, I'm here to tell you guys that I am OK. I'm really not emoing... its just that my thoughts are deep and serious, that's all.
Riding in the bus, going to church, taking the mrt... all these moments treasured with you. I cried last night. every time I think of leaving, I just cry and I don't know why... I lay on my bed, just thinking of the possibilities that the future holds... embracing every moment as a God given vision that I will be able to provide for all our every needs and wants. The future seems foggy for me right now... thank you for your faithfulness and the trust you have in me. I'm really bogged down by the occupations that are available in my future... its time that I really started to think really hard what I want to do.
I feel that i am being tugged at in all directions, this way...... that way. But today, Rev. John gave me a complete revelation: It is not the company that takes you, or the family, it is God that takes you.
I love, and love and love... become disappointed, overjoyed, passionate, loved, hurt, elated, cherished, cast down, hopeful and revived.. Time flies, 2 more weeks before I leave.
