Hey guys,
I found my phone! Yay! Thanks mommy :)
So it is like, 17 more days until i leave.... I'm not counting down, just nervous.
It has been so fast, the days are flowing like tears running down a face...i can only wipe them away and look forward to a fresh beginning...
Tsk... so many things to do before i leave, why do i feel so tired now? Why do i feel so lazy when i know i need to conquer so many things in Singapore? At the same time i feel so alive in God's arms, and i just feel like staying and lingering in his presence forever! For now, I just wanna do that for a while... going out with friends don't feel as fulfilling as it should be.
Darice is right... there is a very very thin line between love and infatuation. I know this, from experience. I have been infatuated before... many many times, hahaha, countless. It just comes and goes... sometimes, gonna in a blink of an eye. But i have only been in love once... only once in my life. It is something that lasts for a long time, and something that i don't ever wanna give up on. ALL IS NOT LOST, FOR LOVE IS LIKE A WAR (you gotta win). I'm gonna miss this. Haiz... every time i think about it, it makes me look out my window and stare at the night sky, thinking about the future and what it holds.
The night is still young... people are getting older and growing up. I'm gonna miss seeing my cell members and friends grow up. God, hold me close.......
