I understand...i really do.
I can't help but be sad. Its only normal for me to be. Its wisdom after all. Not every thing has to go my way. Not every thing goes smoothly. If it is the best for us, then let it be.
I need room to think. Its not easy to let go, its never easy. I did once... that's another story. God, pick me up from my sorrows. Carry me, and lay me on your lap. Your majesty, your righteousness. Embrace me within your arms, never let me go. Amen
