Sunday, February 1, 2009

Thoughts...

Why is it so complicated? This feeling of lost and despair.
Its not a though i lost any thing, but the pieces and remnants are still there.
In my eyes I can see the dark cast shadows
Clouding my mind, Deceiving me, Depriving me of hope.
Tears and memories run through,
Looming darkness seeping my memories away from me.
Not all hope is lost,
She makes it feel this way,
She makes me think like that,
She makes me feel this way.
I can't help it, its neither of our fault.
I have learned to embrace the world and the culture,
But you wont let me forget,
You wont let me- you just wont let me.
I still have feelings,
The words you say to me- or don't, make the feelings fade.
The hole you are stuck in has a ladder,
Climb out,
Before it is all too late.