Must I remind you?
Is it too difficult to comprehend?
My minds a wreck... I'm losing it...
Losing it.
I'm tired.
Lost, away, thrown off...
Every thing seem so far off.
Even the closest thing to me,
So dear,
So precious,
Seems like it is falling away.
Parcels of life... floating away.
Drifting into the endless sky.
The Sky,
When was the last time I actually looked up,
Admire the good works of God,
The father Almighty,
The Alpha and the Omega,
Beginning and End,
I can observe the clouds,
The sky blue ocean above me.
Is it Luna,
Or
Is it Marez?
I can't decide.
Stand firm,
Believe in your self,
Run the whole way,
Never,
Ever,
Ever,
Give up...
It's so har...
NO!
I must continue to carry on.
I must push my self to finish this forsaken race.
I must indulge in the creativity,
Indulge in the prime,
Swallowed by the determinacy.
I will do,
You wait and see.
A man who has never experienced pain, will never experience life.
A man who runs away from the pain, will run away from the lessons of life.
A man who runs towards pain, will run head on to a brick wall.
A man who cries through pain, will be emotional all his life.
A man who finds peace through the pain, has found the essence of life.