Wow.
Looking back on my first post [March 8 2008] gave me shivers. I'm actually able to keep this alive for more than a year.
I can also imagine myself writing on this blog, with feelings...pure feelings. Nothing superficial on this blog, nothing that I regret writing. I've grown so much in this past year or so. So much has changed around me. I keep thinking if things keep changing, what remains constant? Will love remain constant... between friends I mean...
I've had many failures in my life: Getting D7 for E-math, doing so poorly for mid-terms that my parents had to go see Mr. Mak, Falling out of love, Robinette putting me down..not believing that I could even pass the AP Calc Test, Loosing friends.
But I've also had many accomplishments: I got an A2 for E-math for O-levels, I ended up doing really well for my O-levels, Falling in love, Achieving the highest grade possible for AP Calculus test, making new Friends.
Life is an up and down relationship with your mind and emotions. Do I like where I am now?... YES! Do I want to change anything in the past to make things better now? Answer is ... No. I've made mistakes a lot in the past, but its a life process in learning how to correct these mistakes. Changing any thing, just any thing in my past, will make me a different person. But I am who I am today because I made those mistakes, and also because I learned how to deal with them. I'm comfortable with who I am, what I am.
My friends in Singapore...please give me a call some time you know? I'm still your friend right? SO BETTER KEEP IN CONTACT! :/
