Man..It's been a while since i last wrote about LIFE. I know how sometimes i can be too in depth, maybe even reading too much into it. This quarter for english, we are reading and learning about Buddhism. Its an ancient religion that practices 'self' not the worship of gods. An individual must find his/her own enlightenment, a path to journey. It definitly makes me wonder my journey in life. I believe in the Son of God, Jesus. I believe he is the savior of the world, and that he loves me. Truth be told, I dont really know what he has in store for me. A part of me wants to have a plan, but the other part wants to live the life unknown.
Am i rebellious? Do i want to live like i will die tomorrow? Maybe not all the time, but yes...i wish i could. I will let the music play itself out, and maybe add my own harmony once in a while... but as it is, life is a symphony. Music to my ears.
What do i think about love? I've been in love...i've been fooled that i was in love. And strangely...I am still in love. Don't even ask me why, because i dont know the answer to that question. But somehow, i do know that I am in love...even when we are not together and I think about you all the time. Seperated for this long, i thought i would lose my feelings for you. But no.... I'm still the fool. I'm still blinded...and i even believed the lies you told me. Were they sincere? who knows...good thing im leaving though. I'm not running away from my troubles, just running away from you.
